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HIIIIIII life has been rather uneventful and school is starting in.....4 days???

Spent Christmas Eve at Leah's and we watched Little Fockers it was so retarded and the story line was too predictable loooool. Got home at around 1-ish and couldn't sleep till like 6 :-( O YEZ BIANCA WAS STILL AWAKE AT 4 SO SHE CALLED ME AND WE TALKED FOR CLOSE TO AN HOUR AHAHAHAHAHA.

Christmas dinner with cousins was gooood, went shopping on Boxing Day with ze mudder and sister and finally got a dress for Liang's wedding!!!! Trained on Tuesday, then headed to cbtl with Becky and finished up Chem, watched Sherlock Holmes on Wednesday with Ear and trained today (Thursday even though it is Friday now...) and went to Spins with Becky Lin Rach!

Last training of the year tmr at RGS, probably gonna slack my ass off anyway.
End of year post will probably be delayed even though I'm pretty sure I've settled the photos and stuff...just gotta convince my lazy self to actually do the post.

Nose is super runny and knee is being a bitch :( On the bright side, partying at Leah's tomorrow (YAAAAAY!!!!!), enjoy the last 2 days of 2011 friends!!!!!!!

/edit: shout out to ma bb gurl BIANCA LEE ANN who wanted this post because she was bored lolol

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Wow. It's two days before Christmas. This year has gone by so fast.
Krabi was amazing!!!!!! Went to the beach everyday and suntanned and snorkeled fun fun fun fun :-)

More pictures that I can't really be bothered to find but yes Krabi was a good and relaxing trip :-)

Got back on Tuesday evening, had dinner with mama at T2 (cuz she's leaving for Aust till March), watched MI4 with Ear on Wednesday, had training on Thursday and today. Took a cab back from Cedar to HV to meet Lin, was raining so heavily and I forgot to bring my brolly out :-( Went to get photos printed and bought envelopes and stamps, and headed to Starbux to finish all the letters whilst Lin did some homework.

Met Leah for dinner with Lin at Thai Express, it was good seeing Leah again I HAVE MISSED YOU. Talked all through dinner and gave Leah her letter, was gonna give Lin her letter too but she wants to get it through mail so....yeah. Leah being such a thoughtful girl bought Lin, Yushan, Papa Tiong, Mom and I Christmas gifts :-)

NEW YEAR'S PARTY @ LEAH'S IN EXACTLY A WEEK CAN'T WAIT <3 <3 <3

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N.E.mation's over!!!! Kinda sad that it's over I will miss Jamie and Shiling hahahaha. Wrap party was so fun partied and danced like crazy with Becky Bianca and Daph heheheh. Went back on Saturday to pack up the tent, finished up pretty quick and Becky bought Koi for us (speaking of which, I have yet to pay you)!!!!! + we had good pizza and wings.

Mom picked me up from NYP after and went to the doctor's for my swollen eye. It's been like 3 days and it's still slightly swollen and painful and according to my mom I have a stye. Stupid infection probably caused by sleep deprivation. Yay. Also I cut my hair but I don't really see the difference I don't even know why I cut my hair for.
Spent time with family on Sunday, had a great time. 

 HAHAHAHAHA check out Arnie with his swollen eye as well.

Woke up early today to meet Jade to get Ear's cake and surprise him at Marche. Wasn't a very good surprise and the day didn't end very well so whatever. Dinner at Lewu was pretty good, 'cept I was trying to finish a bowl of temperature hot tomyum noodles within 15 minutes cuz I was gonna be late for ballet.

Training tmr then watching NYE at Lido with Bek Lin Rach Jill Daph (Leah I hope you're coming) Miss all of them so much and we're finally all free!!!!

Krabi in 3 days need to start packing.
[edit 12:32AM feeling like the worst person on Earth. Sorry.]

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IT'S THURSDAY!!!!! = SECOND LAST DAY OF NEMATION

Yes but well life has been rather mundane and upsetting. NEmation's been usual and stuff just that I get tired super easily :(
Feeling shitty but wtf man NEmation's almost over I'm gonna party (yeah right). 

I miss my friends so much.
17 days to Christmas, gotta start writing and sending cards.
24 days to the new year.

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WEEK 2 OF NEMATION'S ALMOST OVER!!!!!
~*~happiness~*~
Today was pretty tiring.... At least I finally got to see my friends (Lin Rach Cher Jam Affy) miss my homiezzzz ♡
AND YES LIN, GO OUT WHEN I'M DONE WITH NEMATION!! Slr adventures ^_^

Plans for the weekend:
1. Go back to nyp to finish up since we're insanely behind time......

2. Meet Jade Ear Justin Nas and Joanne on Saturday

3. PICK MY LOVELY SISTER UP FROM THE AIRPORT ON SUNDAY!!!!!!! ~rejoice~ my sistaaa is almost home :)

Plans for life after NEmation:

1. Eat, sleep, train.
2. Bali?
3. Go out with Lin (and the others as well)
4. NEW YEAR'S PARTY @ LEAH'S I'M SO EXCITED

WEN WO WEN TI pl0x

http://formspring.me/lyssawong

 

once again, bianca is here at lyss' house and so is leah! 

leah wasn't meant to be here but she's an impromptu queen and when me and lyss called her and she found out we were having a sleepover she screamed "NEVER INVITE ME" and then I told her to come and so she came.

good bye.

-

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Overslept today feeling mega guilty now. 
This week has been mentally and physically draining. NEmation 9am to 9pm, Monday through Friday. 
Having dinner at 10 plus at night almost everyday isn't very healthy or very good for my waistline. Went for dinner with Becky and Bianca on Friday at HV, t'was good fun and company love you both :) Yeah and then shit happened.
Finally had sixth ave meepok on Saturday!!!!!!! Went to get mom's 4S and then met awkwarden to watch Breaking Dawn which kinda sucked bleh. Bianca's coming over and staying for 2 nights (i think?) since her family's in M'sia. 


2 WEEKS OF NEMATION LEFT!!!!!

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I DECIDED TO EMBRACE THE BAD ASS IN ME AND WENT TO SHAVE A SIDE OF MY HAIR

loljk I would never shave. Just got braids at the side!!!!!! I have been attempting to take a nice picture of the braids and have failed miserably.


Dinner at unknown location (leh hasn't told me yet) later with Becky Jam Jill Leah Bink Lin Cher (I HOPE) just before Jam leaves for China!!

I AM BACK FROM HONG KONG BABY!!!!

I love Bianca and Rachel

 

Observe Rachel

HK

 

Shopped pretty crazily at H&M with Becky! 

100HKD SALES RACKS FTW YAY OK BYE

23.

Hello. Lying on my bed trying to get to sleep. Didn't go to school today because my lazy and sick ass refused to get up. Woke up at 7, went back to sleep till 10 and read till 1145. Then I had lunch and went to sleep. Woke up at went to the doctors and I have a throat infection and I am on antibiotics once again. 

 WEAK IMMUNE SYSTEM SIGH I AM GOING TO ATTEMPT TO SLEEP AGAIN

22.

Life has been extremely uneventful. Headstart for 4 more days!!!!
Mom is also back from Korea, FOOOOOD YAY ^^ Met her in town, wanting to get the 4S but the white 32gb was oos :'( Gonna wake up early tmr morning to head down to Singtel!!! Damn kiasu la ok #shameless. I just hashtagged in a blogpost. Gross.

Ok only blogged because I was bored. End.
 

21.

~*~happiness~*~

I HAVE REACHED 1K VIEWS.

On a sidenote, everyone go read Rach's blog!

20.

Stayed over at Jade's after the Halloween party on Saturday and this verse was pasted on her wall:

nineteen I think?

Life after the end of years has been extremely uneventful.
SOMEONE SAVE MEEEEEE lol
Results aren't fantastic. Grateful I'm not dropping or down for study camp.
On a side note, have been on 9gag for the entire night. Insanely bored. Ok bye.

WHAT NUMBER IS IT ALREADY?!

Didn't go to school today. Woke up at 545 got ready for school and decided I was to cool for school. Loljk I was just too tired. Went back to sleep and woke up at like... idk. 11:30? Ate lunch and watched Kim Kardashian's Wedding before leaving the house to meet Becks Leah Cheryl Jam Jill Affy (sorry i forgot you bb) at KAP. Went home around 5-ish, watched 90210 and fell asleep at 6. Until Rach called me and we talked about ~people~.

Didn't feel as depressed as yesterday, but still extremely worried. Results are gonna be released later in school. Not like I can do anything by now but I really want to do well. Praying for the best. Read through Jade's word for her pm. Having faith really is important. I know I said this in the previous post, but really, God has a plan for us. I saw this somewhere on fb/tumblr,

"If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it."

It's gonna be tough. I'll struggle and whatever, but at least I know God will be with me through everything in my life. Grateful for such an amazing God ♡

17.

Today I found out I'll be given the choice to drop to combined science. Cried and cried. Like crying would've solved anything but honestly. I don't even know what to do anymore. What is the point. If I drop to combined...don't even need to think about my single digit L1R5. Don't need to think about going to IB. Ahhhh sigh. Spent the rest of the day feeling extremely sad about myself. It's too late anyway. I tried my best. But apparently my best isn't enough. Nothing can be undone. I sound like some poser emo kid but honestly I don't even care how I appear to anyone anymore. I don't want to drop to combined. I don't want to disappoint. My mom's always been there for me whether I fail or not and she doesn't really care how I fare in exams and always says "I know you tried your best". Amazing mother, but I give shitty results in return. Seriously I know how disappointed she actually is, but she doesn't want to give me pressure or stress or whatever.
I feel extremely ashamed of myself. My mom never fails to encourage when I fail and simply just tells me to work harder next time. But no, I never seem to be doing well. You know how much it frickin' sucks when you get back an exam paper and all you see is a dismal score? I just wish I was more hardworking. I am embarrassed when I have to tell my mom my results because I know she'd give me the usual answers. She doesn't appear to be disappointed, but I know deep down inside she really wants me to do better. Sigh irdk. Why am i such a disappointment?
After feeling sorry for myself for the entire day, things became increasingly depressing when something happened. Feeling so stupid. Worst person on Earth right here. 

Today was far worse than depressing. I am a horrible person. I don't think before I act I just do whatever I want to. Back to results. If I don't do well enough for physics...I might just very well drop to combined. I swear if I do....my mom's gonna be so worried. Yes it appears that everything I do, my mom is affected by it. Well because besides God, my mom is my everything. She brought me and my sister up ever since my dad passed away. She is the reason why I'm in school. She's the reason I get to do whatever I want. She's the reason I have a house to live in. I need to do well enough in school to make my mom proud.
I have so much crap going on. School, tuition, ballet, piano. Repeat sequence every week. I NEED A LIFE DESPERATELY. I should be juggling my activities well, but it doesn't seem to be the case. I try to do my best in everything I do. Some days I just feel so insanely tired of everything happening at the same time. Like ballet. Been doing pretty well for every other grade except the recent ones. Attaining merit twice in consecutive grades. Totally under performing. Grade 8's so important. But I can't find the strength to persevere and try my best to learn every single dance step properly. Going for ballet seems like a chore some times. If I don't go for ballet, how am I to learn the steps? How am I to get my distinction? Disappointment yet again.

For now. I just have to pray hard enough and believe that my other subjects won't be as disappointing..... I believe God has a plan for everyone. If I really do have to drop to combined. It's probably part of God's plan. Time will tell.

end of unhappy/frustrated post.

/edit: Release of results tmr. Praying hard I don't have to retain or go for study camp. Let go, let God.

16.

I have been going out almost everyday, if not I'd be at home sleeping my day away. Don't want this post to sound like some emo shit but honestly. 

So tired of everything that's happening around me. S I C K A N D T I R E D. Okay on hindsight I'm not gonna blog about it.

Bye. Pretty sure no one really reads my blog anyway.

15.

Woke up late afternoon left house to go meet TUSCW @scape, went to PlayNation and played FIFA, Dance Central, RockBand and a whole lot of other games. Photos are on Bianca's blog!


Jade Ear and Justin are over now, watched Valentine's Day and now we're watching the longest yard

 

14.

Had dental in the morning, removing my braces in 6 weeks ohyeaaaah ^_^
Planned to meet the rest at sogurt before going to Leah's but everyone was late. Except me. Jill and Leah came and then we went to 6th Ave to rent movies and Cheryl picked us up in a cab. Watched She's the Man and the Butterfly Effect. Butterfly Effect was rly rly rly rly good!!! Left Leah's place and took a bus down to Lido, to meet Jade Ear and Justin to catch Real Steel. Wasn't even appropriately dressed and was freezing through out the movie :'(

I was also supposed to go out with Claud and Affy and ~~~~~  tomorrow but my mom's making me stay home. Oh well.

13.

END OF YEARS ARE OVER ~~~
Had AMath and Lit P2, after which I took the newly opened circle line with B, Bex, Leah and Rach to Clementi Mall! ~SEOUL~ was so crowded we couldn't get a table and decided to eat at Swensen's. Went back to my place after lunch to watch movies and do useless things. Watched Koizora with Leah after everyone left and she just left about half an hour ago.
Was planning upload the video of Leah doing all her noises. Oh well blogger is being annoying. Too bad.
Going to Leah's to have a movie marathon with the rest tomorrow.

Oovoo-ing with two noobs. Can't even see them :'(

12.

Last paper tmr! :-)

Flying to ~SEOUL~ with my homiezzz and coming back to my place for dinner!!! So excited. 

 

 

 

LOVE YOU THRU THE GOOD BAD UGLY <3

 

 

:')
good night xx

11.

Should seriously be sleeping. But thanks lin, for being my number 1 reader ahahahaha.

 

10.

EXAMS ARE OVER BY TUESDAY!!!!
Been going to KAP almost everyday just to study. 

Left with 3 more papers, Lit P1 + P2 and AMath P2!

Spent the morning studying, then watched abit of HIMYM and went for tuition. This week has been extremely boring and mundane. So excited for the exams to be over I simply cannot *tank* (HAHAHAHA LIN) anymore.

Failed group chat with Lin and Affy

 

L.I.F.E.G.O.E.S.O.N - Noah and The Whale

♡

Can't seem to sleep.
Sigh. The things I do at 1 in the morning.

/edit [1:35AM] 

 

V WILL V WILL RAAACK YOU

9.

Sup.
3 papers down, so many more to go I don't even bother counting. SS and English were pretty ~alright~. Hope I do well.... Sigh. 

Went to KAP after SS/English to study with Lin Leah Rach Jill Affy and Bianca. Pretty much failed becuase all of us were super drained after SS/English. Leah and I went to sit with Jade Ear Justin Nas and Stacey after the rest left, did no studying. Walked to btp for dinner but ended up watching Leah get a haircut and then Leah Jade and I went to Subway to supposedly eat but ended up sitting there chatting for about 2 hours.... Also, Leah now has side bangs. 

Went to CCK library to study with Rach on Saturday, 'twas pretty productive and we had occasional breaks just to watch XFactor UK/USA. Went to meet Mom and tabao-ed pontian at the basement.

Clementi library today with Jade and Ear, couldn't find any space so we went to Baskin-Robbins to study instead. Spent about...close to 5 hours there. Not as productive as Saturday, but managed to finish my history notes! 
On a sidenote, everyone go follow @LaoEarZi on twitter. 





Chinese Paper 1 + 2 tmr, EXAMS END IN ABOUT 9 DAYS. 
night xx

8.

God, grant me the serenity

to accept the things I cannot change;

courage to change the things I can;

and wisdom to know the difference.

Living one day at a time;

Enjoying one moment at a time;

Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace;

Taking, as He did, this sinful world

as it is, not as I would have it;

Trusting that He will make all things right

if I surrender to His Will;

That I may be reasonably happy in this life

and supremely happy with Him

Forever in the next.

Amen.

7.

Been down with throat infection, haven't recovered and it's been a week sigh.

In other news, I have been studying. At home, KAP (most of the time) and CBTL today.

Exams start in 4 days and end in 13 days WOOHOO.

Things to do after exams:
1) Shop
2) Eat good food 
3) Go out with the adventure gang, TUSCW and ~KAP FRIENDS~
The list goes on but I can't remember at the current moment.

Time to study again. Bye.

6.

Hi.

Term 4 has started. End of year examinations are coming.Went to KAP on Tuesday to study with Lin Rach Rbk Daph and Leah, stayed back after school on Wednesday to study, and went to KAP on Thursday to study with Jade and we went to run 2.4km in the evening.

Leah Lin Rach and Jill came over to my house today to study! My mom cooked dinner for us and I'm glad everyone enjoyed it :-) Minestrone soup, garlic bread and spaghetti. NOM NOM NOM MY MOTHER IS AWESOME.

Leah made us laugh so many times during dinner I'm pretty sure everyone almost choked at least once.

Still very full from dinner.
Hope everyone survived Term 4 Week 1.

First paper in 14 days.

have a good weekend everyone xxx

5.

Hi. I'm fifteen.

Don't feel any different.

Went to nyp for NEmation and Bianca surprised me with the scrapbook that she and becky made. Loveee it thanks guys <3
During lunch, Bianca and Daph surprised me with cakes and at the end of the day the top 20 sang 'happy birthday' to me and two other people.
Mom picked me up from nyp and we went to go eat at Sun with Moon, and then went to shop for a while before collecting the cake. 

Just watched Friends With Benefits, was pretty good :-) JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE AND MILA KUNIS <3 <3 <3

Hoping that Crazy, Stupid, Love and the Art of Getting By will finish loading by tomorrow so I can watch it in the morning before leaving for the super pitch. Pretty excited. Yeah.

 Tired.

4.

Went to KAP to study with Lin Rbk Bel Quack and Ω on Friday. Didn't really do much productive studying because we kept stealing Quack's phone and disturbing Ω. Spent about 5 hours doing practically nothing at KAP. 

After which Lin Rbk and I left for Leah's house to supposedly have a movie marathon, but we ended up having dinner, singing songs to people (Claudi, Joshua and John!!!!!) on Skype and did vlogs and no movie-watching at all. Please pardon my excitement about John he has the cutest voice ever. 

AND AND AND AND AND LIN RACH AND LEAH BOUGHT ME OXFORDS THAT I'VE BEEN WANTING FOR THE LONGEST TIME EVER. thank you guys <3 <3 <3

After that Becky left and Lin and I hung around for awhile more before we left at 11. Walked out to flag cabs but all of them refused to stop so we ended up getting our parents to pick us up instead. 

Saturday:

Met Daph and Bianca at AMKhub for lunch before we left for NEmation.  After NEmation, I took a train down to Somerset to meet my mom and aunty ann for dinner at A.venue. Went to queue outside H&M and got in after 15 minutes! Bought a whole lot of clothes and useless crap like Hello Kitty hair ties. Spent about $140 inside.....feeling insanely guilty now.

Sunday:

Met Lin at KAP to study! Was pretty productive till Rach came. After Rach came we ate a lot of sushi, and we paid everything with the cashcard Leah's mom got from some CNY thing. 

Went to Leah's house to surprise her with the BAGGU that Lin Rach Jam and I bought for her. 

Successful surprise!!! HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY LEAH (NOMMINGNUMNUM) HOPE YOU LIKE IT!!! :-)

After countless attempts to do another vlog, we gave up and made Leah call a cab for us. Cab driver dropped us at Lucky Plaza, because we only had $10 and the fare was already $9.50. Walked to H&M and queued for 15 minutes. Spent another $25 on a cream coloured cardigan. Wanted the maroon one, but they were out of my size. 

I have NEmation tmr again. 

Waking up at 630 goodbye

3.

What I've been doing for the past week:

- sleepover with becky and bianca on Monday

- surprise party for Jamie on Tuesday

Teacher's Day Celebration today:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAM ♡♡

~PERFORMANCE CREW~ 

Went back to Unity after the celebrations, met Mrs Koh and the classmates :-) It was pretty darn awkward.

Took a cab to Lido to catch "Crazy, Stupid, Love." with Leah, Lin and Rach. 

LOVE RYAN GOSLING AND EMMA STONE
(from tumblr)

2.

Just finished doing the secret mission with Becky and Bianca. 

IT IS 3:11 AM. gud nite xx

1.

Being bored at 1am.