NEEEEW HAAAAIR
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Saturday 18 February 2012
Friday 17 February 2012
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11% left on the Mac, gotta get done with this post quick.
So...the past two weeks have been very overwhelming. Two Sundays ago I remember being insanely emotional and feeling very annoyed and tired of life in general. Then came Monday. Sprained my thumb even before the game started, haven't played for like 3/4 games. Got home, desperately needed rest and really didn't wanna go for ballet and had this whole debacle w the mother. Whole week was filled with tests and I couldn't take them because of my thumb so everything had to be postponed to Week 7.
Felt like crap on Sunday again, cried like crazy (too emotional for my own good), woke up on Monday with a fever. Decided to go to school anyway, because I had a game and we'd be leaving school early anyway. Tuesday - woke up feeling the same exact lousiness, left school halfway. Wednesday. Where do I even begin......
Woke up with a fever, but had to get up early to go to ITE West for NE results, didn't win. Disappointed, of course. Wanted to cry so bad but I didn't anyway.. Headed to KAP with Bianca and Daph for lunch, and left around 3. Slept till 5 plus and got up cuz Jie's friends came over for an early birthday surprise. Went out for dinner with them, was completely emotionless through dinner, even broke a glass.. Thursday - left school halfway as well and today I stayed at home to rest.
Missed out so much this week....need to catch up on so much sigh.
Also, was reading some blogs and I got anxious for O's....I want to cry tears of joy the moment I see my results next year. Read Rach's blog post and I was thinking about all the unrealistic goals I've been setting. IB, AC..........................what a joke. I'm barely passing English (what in the world) and my sciences and I'm not even passing combined humans.
Maybe it's time to reset my goals. Goals that are actually attainable. I keep telling myself, 6A1s!!!!! But what am I doing with my life to help me get those A1s? I mean I'm studying...but I feel like I've come to a point where I'm confused and I don't actually know what I should do anymore. I kinda know that I really want IB/AC quite badly but....in the event if my results aren't good enough, and if I appeal and the appeal doesn't go through - what's next?
Lol enough rambling I'm talking as if I already sat for O's. IN OTHER NEWS, GETTING THIS BABY SOON:
So...the past two weeks have been very overwhelming. Two Sundays ago I remember being insanely emotional and feeling very annoyed and tired of life in general. Then came Monday. Sprained my thumb even before the game started, haven't played for like 3/4 games. Got home, desperately needed rest and really didn't wanna go for ballet and had this whole debacle w the mother. Whole week was filled with tests and I couldn't take them because of my thumb so everything had to be postponed to Week 7.
Felt like crap on Sunday again, cried like crazy (too emotional for my own good), woke up on Monday with a fever. Decided to go to school anyway, because I had a game and we'd be leaving school early anyway. Tuesday - woke up feeling the same exact lousiness, left school halfway. Wednesday. Where do I even begin......
Woke up with a fever, but had to get up early to go to ITE West for NE results, didn't win. Disappointed, of course. Wanted to cry so bad but I didn't anyway.. Headed to KAP with Bianca and Daph for lunch, and left around 3. Slept till 5 plus and got up cuz Jie's friends came over for an early birthday surprise. Went out for dinner with them, was completely emotionless through dinner, even broke a glass.. Thursday - left school halfway as well and today I stayed at home to rest.
Missed out so much this week....need to catch up on so much sigh.
Also, was reading some blogs and I got anxious for O's....I want to cry tears of joy the moment I see my results next year. Read Rach's blog post and I was thinking about all the unrealistic goals I've been setting. IB, AC..........................what a joke. I'm barely passing English (what in the world) and my sciences and I'm not even passing combined humans.
Maybe it's time to reset my goals. Goals that are actually attainable. I keep telling myself, 6A1s!!!!! But what am I doing with my life to help me get those A1s? I mean I'm studying...but I feel like I've come to a point where I'm confused and I don't actually know what I should do anymore. I kinda know that I really want IB/AC quite badly but....in the event if my results aren't good enough, and if I appeal and the appeal doesn't go through - what's next?
Lol enough rambling I'm talking as if I already sat for O's. IN OTHER NEWS, GETTING THIS BABY SOON:
oooh just nice 5% bye all
/edit: GETTING THIS TOO HEHEHEHE
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