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HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2014 was one of the worst years I've had to deal with, but I'm super glad that it's over now and that I'm a different (in a good way) person coming out of this shit storm. I can only be thankful that I made it through all the stressful hell weeks in school and emotional breakdowns this year.

Very, very, very grateful that God's been guiding me where/how he wants me to be throughout the year. I might've cried myself to sleep more than usual but at the same time I've grown a lot as a person and have learnt a lot about myself in the past year than ever. 

In 2014 I have been upset and broken - but what's most important is that I ended the year happy and feeling very blessed. Closure and moving on! Today on 1st January 2015 I am happy and I am not struggling with my emotions. 

Thank you to my family and friends that have stood by me this entire time I have wallowed in self-pity and allowed myself to be in a unwarranted state of sad. Thank you especially to 456 and more importantly rachy jami and lin for listening to me rant about the same things over and over again, giving me the same advice that I obviously did not want to take to begin with but finally got drilled into me. 

This year I will strive to focus on the good and shelve the bad.