49

am unsure if this is even my 49th post, too lazy to check
however I've decided what I want this birthday (be it family/presents/whatever)

1 -  for my grandma to feel better

as of 2012 her health hasn't been great, staying in the hospital for the whole of March, and recently her back has been giving her problems and she frequently gets dizzy spells + she puked suddenly the other day.

2 - to be a better daughter/granddaughter/sister/niece/cousin/friend

been very frustrated lately and haven't been treating anyone how they should be treated.
truly grateful for everyone for tolerating my annoying, whiny, rude self and my horrible attitude, especially my mom.
(since you use my laptop I'm sure you'll find my blog(s) somehow so if you chance upon this, sorry mummy ♡)

here is my birthday wishlist for 2012

a uke because I can't seem to play a guitar.....
lomo la sardina film cam
and something I decided just yesterday, a Nook tablet so I can download PDF/EPUB versions of books instead going out to buy books + I can watch videos, listen to music, etc. Mainly just for me to read because my phone's screen is pretty small.

thought through and realized that the first two will make me incredibly happy but the tablet is probably more practical, because my uke obsession will probably die down in max 3 years and maybe my film camera want won't die down but I have enough cameras.........WHICH IS WHY I REALLY WANT THE NOOK TABLET SIGH.

most importantly I want my family to remain happy and blessed.

P.S. i wrote this post on the 23rd of July, because I'd probably be studying for Prelims on my birthday.

P.P.S i posted this early because I got too lazy to type another post so here's one

✌